fuck me man

Looking at that singular drawing for last year actually kills me like, the hell was I doing that was so important I couldn't sit down and draw. I can't even say "oh i gotta get on that, oh I gotta really set a goal for this year" because I'll just blow it off like I have before.

what I actually have to do is actually hold myself to the schedules I try to set. But good luck to me as soon as I try to do that I guess